why Bruno Mars? why TTTM?

Assalamualaikum bloggers~

im back! :DD holiday dah habes. nt i cerita oke?

buat mse skg ni, nk menjawab soalan2 nih. haiee~ oke, bloggers, why TTTM ea? oke. TTTM is talking to the moon~ people said >>>>>>>>
 "na,blog lawa tp knp lgu moody?"
 "na, comel blog err.lgu tu bermakna?"
 "na, knp bruno mars?"
 "na, anda jiwang? xpnh tahu"
 "na, u stylo n simple mcm dlu kn?"
 "na, terangkan bole? please2? i beg on u"
 "na, ur beloved ad yg dah xd?"

okay. people people, hee~ talking to the moon is a song by BRUNO MARS. i love his songs. this is because,  there are moral values in it. x percaya? cari sendiri. malas nk beritahu :) and lagu ni mmg bermakna utk na. jwpnnye:
1. lgu ni x moody
2. bermakna :)
3. bruno mars tu comel =)
4. x jiwang
5. yup. sme mcm dlu. nana never change :)
6. boleh. :)
7. =) ^_^ =D

okay. lagu ni x moody. its just have a lot of meaning :) yup. truly bermakna. huhu. bruno mars tu pndai buat lagu :) yup. na x jiwang terima kasih, syg anda :) u know me aite,honey? yeah. Nadhia never changed dear, hehe die tetap nakal, degil mcm dlu. err. comel *awk ckp~ hehe, dah terangkan nih. terima yea? 0-0 soalan ni susah nk jawab. ad yg dah pergi, betul. tp yg paling tersayg *hancur vocab. (sorry cg cg bm) alhamdulillah, ad lg. cume na beritahu diri ini utk menyayangi depa lebih erat ^_^ nk lebih fhm, err. na ad terangkn kt bwh ni. sorry if x bpe fhm, comment n tny~ i.allah na jwb~


I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away
I want you back
I want you back
My neighbors think
I'm crazy
But they don't understand
You're all I have
You're all I have


>>>> yea, i lost someone. but i dont wanna lost my beloved one. :) bcoz if she left this world, im   
           nothing, yeah, im nobody =)


At night when the stars
light up my room
I sit by myself

Talking to the Moon
Trying to get to You
In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon


>>>>  i know m not crazy. yes, m not. but, that's the only way for me to communicate to u. thanks YAASIN

Do you ever hear me calling?
Cause every night
I'm talking to the moon
Still trying to get to you

In hopes you're on
the other side
Talking to me too
Or am I a fool
who sits alone
Talking to the moon

I know you're somewhere out there
Somewhere far away


>>>>  yes. i know u can't hear me.but, i really hope ALLAH hear what i had been recite to u. i love u 
            very strong but ALLAH love u more. 

Someone asked me to do this ! ==' its tiring but, quite interesting~ :DDD

001. Real name → NADHIA SHAMSUDIN 

002. Nickname(s) → People call me nana, nut, nana tanjong, 'naner',n izzati shuib calls me 'comey' kelaka en? 

003. Zodiac sign → Capricorn

004. Male or female → FEMALE 

005. Elementary →SJK(c)CHENG, SJK(C)TINGHWA, SK MALIM

006. Middle School → Sek Men Keb Malim, Sek Men Sains Kota Tinggi Bandar Penawar,Johor Bharu(Bandar Penawar                                                                 

                                   Science School)

007. High School → Sek Men Keb Tinggi Perempuan Melaka

008. Hair color → Black + brownish

009. Long or short → err? in between~ ^^

010. Loud or Quiet → in d middle~ 

011. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans ~

012. Phone or Camera → both~

013. Health freak → maybe? ^^

014. Drink or Smoke? → nope.. 

015. Do you have a crush on someone? → haha.funny! nope.. 

016. Eat or Drink → aaa~ mum's cooking ley?

017. Piercings → yes~

018. Tattoos → no !!

HAVE YOU EVER? 

019. Been in an airplane→ yes (uncountable) 

020. Been in a relationship → yes~

021. Been in a car accident → nope.. 

022. Been in a fist fight → once..heeee!

FIRSTS: 

023. First piercing → my lovely ears..=D

024. First best friend → manja! i love u! haha

025. First award → best student at elementary,middle & high school~

026. First crush → ade ke? haha

028. First trip → err. in msia or out? klu in, x igt~ out, mecca~

LASTS: 

029. Last person you talked to → honey.. !

030. Last person you texted → honey & hahaha~ shhhhhh!. 

031. Last person you watched a movie with → my bro!

032. Last food you ate → Sushi & bread

033. Last movie you watched → aaaa~ cant remember. too many!

034. Last song you listened to → My heart's a stereo! -gym class heroes-

035. Last thing you bought → hehe! secret!

036. Last person you hugged → My honey~ 

FAVES: 

037. Food → ikan bakar mama! nyumn nyummm!

038. Drinks → fruit juice! yogurt!!!

039. Clothing → anything aslkan suits me~

040. Books → my sudoku book!

041. Music → aaaa~ too many!

042. Flower → red & white rose. reminds me to mdm barloo! :DDD

043. Singer → err.  a lot lah. xpayah listkan lah :)

044. Movies→ ermmm! alot lah! kne list ke? m a movie lover oke~

045. Positions → striker for futsal, if volley, the 1z who will serve lah ^^ 

046. Subjects → foundation subject ni, x best ^^ oke, language description!

HAVES: 

047. Kissed in the snow→ yes mse kt london. oke, i miss london! ==' 

048. Celebrate Halloween→ nope!

049. Had your heart broken→ nope!

050. Went over the minutes on your cell phone→yesss. heeeeee~

051. Someone questioned your sexual orientation→ nope

053. Gotten into fight→ nope!

054. Had a transformation→ yeah. childish -teens~

055. Done something you've regretted→ nope !

056. Broke a promise→ err. when i was a child~ now, no more

057. Hide a secret→ yup~ 

058. Pretended to be happy→ ALWAYS! tht's me~

059. Met someone who changed your life→ yes ! thanks,

060. Pretended to be sick→ haHAHAha. classmate mse skola ade suruh. tp, xjd! :P

061. Left the country→ once. ikut papa g london~

062. Tried something you normally wouldn't try and liked it→ maybe~ err.ade la sumtimes

063. Cried over the silliest thing→ huh~ never~ nangis pun susah~

064. Ran a mile→ yes~

065. Went to the beach with your best friend(s)→ yess!!! i love that moment!

066. Stayed single the whole year → errr? yes no yes no yes? :)

CURRENTLY: 

067. Eating → yes.. fries! ^_^

068. Drinking → apple juice~

069. I'm about to → study. yeah! final is around the corner!

070. Listening to → bunyi aircond & kipas~

071. Plans for today → hmm. kemas bag utk balik hostel? =='

072. Waiting for → ASAR ! :)

YOUR FUTURE: 

073. Want kids? → yess. oF COURSE! hee~ min 2, max 4? :)

074. Want to get married? → so & so~

075. Careers in mind → Lecturer. :) but, i love to be in kedutaan~ can use my languages properly~ kn kn kn? :)

WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY/GIRL? 

076. Lips or eyes → both 

077. Shorter or taller? → taller than me~

078. Romantic or Spontaneous → both ~

079. Nice stomach or nice arms → both ~

080. Sensitive or loud → both !!

081. Hook-up or relationship - both !!

082. Trouble-maker or hesitant→ in d middle 

HAVE YOU EVER: 

083. Lost glasses/contacts → nope

084. Ran away from home → nope! ridiculous~ 

085. Hold a gun/knife for self defense → haha! nope~ 

086. Killed somebody → nope. ehhhh! penah ! in ps2, mini counter strike~

087. Broken someone's heart → yess =)

088. Been arrested → x kot. eh, ade! mse tuition! *tuition centre depan police station. He arrest me sbb ad feeling ~                                         ish! feel like turning kicked him~

089. Cried when someone died → my beloved aunty. 15 years ago. =')

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 

090. Yourself → definitely yes..! people said m str0ng~  

091. Miracles → hopefully+______+ 

092. Love at first sight → err. dunno XDXD

093. Heaven → of course !

094. Santa Claus → no, thanks~

095. Sex on the first date → euwwwww! nope!

096. Kiss on the first date → no no no no and nope!

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY: 

097. Is there one person you want to be with right now? → Yup. they know~ and of course, ALLAH knows it ^^

098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life? → okay la. dont compare to others~ :)

099. Do you believe in God → yes, of course :D

100. Post as 100 truths and tag 20 people →

Am not crying but nearly to when i read this. how about u?

     Okay exams are around the corner. but, i dont feel like studying~~ so, what should i do? spend my little days with family... cousins!!! becarse AFTER this, i'll be in my jail~ = =' as i mention before, i love surfing~ so, i google up everything taht can make me know all about life. and i love this page, "MUKMIN PORTAL" this is because, there's alot of article that we can read as well as use it in our life~ so, i find 1 dat attract me so much~. people said, m strong. so lets see. whether am strong enough or not? ^_^ let's read~

holiday part 2~

okay. smbungan dat day. atok was fine. alhamdulillah after the treatment. so, all of us pun lega. (fuhhhhhhh) then,

25/10 persiapan diwali ! haha~ tgk tgk my cousins shopping~ my grnd ma mmg suka lah kalau nana balik~ xtaw knp~ =) and and and? ehhhhh! lupe nk gtaw. DIWALI tahun ni, celebrate kat phg jep. x jd g NZ =) but, we had big dinner together. hee~ agak comel lah semua org on dat nite~  bunga api, mercun dan kawan-kawannya~ haha! itu life! *gmbar mls nk masukkn~ m.a.l.a.s~ =)

26/10 diwali itu comel~ *tetibe ~ hahaha! macam2 jenis kolum ad kt kg~ comel sumenye~ hmm. tp, biasalah~ semua teringat arwah grandpa. kalau acaca ad, kan lebih happening? hmm.. he is so handsome! and i miss him like hell~ =='. takpe, ap yg dah xd, jgn disesalkn x baik. redha je. kan? =) and as time goes by~ papa ajak balik~ sbb mama kne skola, papa ad kje~ and and and. yeah, miss n kan dah lme x balik kg, so mmg berat lah nk tinggalkan kg nih~ arghhhhhhh! i just can't ! so, princess papa ni pun mtklah satu permintaan yg sgt besar dlm hidupnye >>>

me: "pa..pa...~ er.. papa! boleh x adk nk balik dgn flight, ahd pg after g market?(wajah 10sen)"
papa:  "oh my... knp ni?"
me: "saje. nk mengembara lg. xsempat"
papa: xnk tolong mama kt skola?"
me: "err.. pa, kebun kne hias. *xd idea
papa: xpe, dec nt hias
me: aik. kn nk g london?
papa: yela, lepas balik dr london. oke?
me: hmm. pa, dr klia nt, adk naik bus balik melaka. oke? xsinggah umah pun xpe. ipg je
papa: bhaya
me:knp?
papa:  ank dara
me: xla. akk kn brutal~ *nk tunjuk brutal, straight tuka nme gelaran~
papa: xyah la. meh balik ngn pa. nt adk drve oke?
me: mlm x best. silau
papa: adk suka cabaran
me: = = ' *dah agak dah~ 
papa: oke? balik ngn pa. nex time bru flight. nex time dtg kemas kebun. nex time g market.
me: *diam,malas nk jawab~ tp jwb gak. okay(gembire punah hrapan)


so, x dpt g pasar pg lg! arghhhhh! xpela. next post i will show u, suasana pasar market and the ikan patin temerloh =)

Miss N's property ! ^_^

missing u lah~ *monolog~ bende ni selalu berlaku pd jam 2-3am~
saat miss n sorang sorang, belek lapy~ pusing knan, kiri~ ngadap lappy lg!
ouch! boring!

"kakak, x tdo lg? np x stdy je?" <<< soalan yg dtnya oleh adik miss n~

"err. adk tdo dlu lah. akk stdy nt. oke?"

"man utd dah kalah, pegi stdy" <<< dgn slumbernye~

"grrr~man utd kalah sekali jer.. lg un, dieorg dah bayar. (x smepat ckp abes..)"

rupe rupenye? die mengigau! tahniah lah ye, miss nana~ anda bercakap sorang je td~ *sape takut? =DDD

aahhhh~ x ley tdo la! baring je rse nk vomit~ *gastric, blah bleh x? (arwah pakcek pesan:- x elok ckp cmtu. sakit tu nikmat dr ALLAH. die uji kite") oke~ gastric, baik ^_^

so, nasihat aunty Ee pulak, yg tgk miss nana ni x tdo tdo lg walhal dah 2:43am~ "sip warm water, nana. hot pun xpe. whole mug taw" 

err? whole mug? okay. done *nk vomit! air suam x sedap! weakkkkkk! = ='

after a while, >>> "nana, get rest"

tp, xboleh jugak~ inilah ye, akibat minum teh tarik ^________^ okay, nana!!!!! stop taking tea lah ! kang berangin! okay okay. no more tea~ :)


dah. intro sgt pnjng~

mr kenit sy! mne mne? pkcik! where are u? haha! kejut pkcik early in the morning tu mmg nk kne cium kn? hahahaha~ bangun lah! tahajuddd! kenit, comel ! haha. sory la, miss nana xd credit lah. =P
ye, sy dah kalah. okay. MAN UTD kalah sekali jelah pakcik ! dah~ ahha.
pakcik dah bangun! yeay! oke, sy tipu =) 

holiday part 1?

okay. holiday. my holiday is absolutely different frm my fren's hols. okay, marah! holiday sy sme dgn sekolah. tp kwn kwn sy x~ ok, takpe. letak tepi tu sume~ haha~

my holiday is fun! like seriously! hehe~ although i was busy on my studies day but ALLAH swt always give me  chances on every holiday~ ^_^ okay. byk sgt nih~ heee. meh nk cter~ :)

friday.20/10

1205 dah smpi mc! haha! 12.30 bus! but? bus lmbat! arghhhh~ dah la atok nazak balik. so, i got to find bus yg plg cepat di dunia! tapi? xd! err? xpe~ dugaan kecik je tuh. so, smbil teman kwn sy and anta kwn, sy tny tny bus mne yg ad gerak dlu. xkesah la burn tiket pun. and at last? sy bjaye~ ^_^

mase kt mc, kakak kakak senior rmai yg tego sy. dieorg x caye sy kat sne~ semua ckp, itu nana kn? nana? is dat u, nana?  yeah, who will believe it? rumah 30-45 mins from campus nak naik bus? lg un bju dah tuka so nmpk lain~ haha. oke, pd yg xtaw tu, sy mmg suke berdikari~ after all, in my life, i've become a lone ranger since i was small~ my parents busy. its okay. it makes me be a responsible girl ~

1400 dh smpi! atok mne atok? yeay! atok ada~ oke~ best syg atok~ chit chat ~ spend my day~ alhamdulillah he is still strong. then, die kuat. okay, bole jalan. alhamdulillah.

21/10 flight to spore. oke. kejap gle da smpi~ =='
          Universal studio for the 3rd time
          Segala tempat di spore. ^_^

22/10 date ! yeah. haha! ble lg kn? heeee~ tengs dear! tp yg menyakitkan camera out! huhhhhhh~ xpela, xd gmba un xpe yg best waktu kita bersama tu! haha! mcm mcm. smpi xtaw nk describe cmne~ kan? ape ape un, thanks dear!

23/10 haha. round round go around the spore~ cousin mazen ku!(ad ke kata gnda tu? ) haha~ chicken rice ball. itu nikmat. best sgt~ haha. and plg best dpt la g tgk mcm mne dieorg wat chicken rice ball tu. haha

24/10 will be the last day of me in spore. esok kne flight g NZ ! yeah! suke NZ! Tgh syok syok kemas brg.. tetibe get call. its abt my atok???  emm. okay! x nk! nana will not going. seriously, will not fly to Nz but to malaysia. oke? alright, papa dah beli tiket ! so, now im on plane. seriously 1z time on9 on plane. and.. and.. m worried abt him. err, i know he is strong. nvm, i'll be abt 45 mins more in this plane =D atok, tunggu yep? kite dah jnji kan? :)

wish us in a very safe journey. ameen.

I love life because what more is there - Anthony Hopkins -

Life? yeah.. life! I love my life. and I know my life is totally different than others. and why is that so? err. quite hard to answer it. nevermind, HE create me so do HE give me a very wonderful life. Thanks ALLAH. in order to be a lady, i have to undergo many days, many compliments, many  As what my friend said "nana love to analyse things" yeah, i do analyse everything in my life. Fortunately, analysis is not the only way to resolve inner conflicts. Life itself still remains a very effective therapist.  so, wht it means to be human??

A human being is not just about what we look like or what we can do. If this is how we define human beings, we would all in big trouble, because everyone looks different, and we all have different skills and abilities. What makes us human is our "end" or "goal."

hmm.. okay, this make me miss him very much. who is he? my late grandfather(papa's side). if i met him, i will be calling him "acaca" but i know God love him more. HE never gimme chances to see my acaca. hmm.. now, my atok(mama's side)is sick.. he is the only atok i have after my late acaca passed away. i never met my acaca, so i just have my atok as my 2nd parent. yes, he is my 2nd parent. he tc of me from i was a girl. he taught me how to walk, he fetched me from kindergarten, he is my bully partner, he taught me life. and now? he is lying on a bed with pale face. Okay, i am his favourite granddaughter. he told me once, y me? I don’t know. But, I appreciate it. Thanks atok! Last week, he can’t even get up from his bed, can’t talk, can’t eat and drink. Oh my! I took bus from my campus to home and drive to serting. And traffic jammed! But, I manage to meet him, THANKS again~ but ? I know. He will never be with me all the time. All of the symptoms tell me he will go. Hmm. Yeah, I am ready but I.. err. Will be missing him! Atok, I will pray hard for u. “atok, jgn tgalkan na, nt na xd atok lg, boleh tok? Janji?”(sambil cium) he replied me in a very slow voice “ye, na cium atok?”  and he cried.. ye, na taw condition atok. Tapi, janji tok, na saying atok. Atok kuat! Love u, atok.  .......... but, when I think again, it will be better for ALLAH to take him rather than he suffer like this. Kan?

i love u, atok. be strong. =)